hey peeps (inc Miran! )

im back ... bravenet was giving me a problem but its all sorted now

Im preparing for my weekend away. How many *just in case* things can i add to my already bulky packing???

anyway, im fine... im feeling a little down, but hey its cool. I think its coz ill miss miran, brian and the cats while im away. i hate to leave peeps and the kitties. I love my cats dearly!

ive packed my superman top and found all my Darrenstoes stuff... still deciding on what deelies to take!

im hoping for a good day, it should be fun, if exhusting. Ive packed the digi, so youll get to see the pix.

Tis troys birthday today, as well as Nutsy's ... so, heres a pic of Troy, coz his pix are already on the net!

Mornin Journal!

tis raining today. Ive lost my prescription... i have to go out and get my money shortly... and this afternoon im doing that house thing. Oh well... !

I came into the living room to find out that the cd player timer thing wasnt on.. it was just flashing, although everything else is fine.

Ive been listening to some music, and thats ok i guess. Its lonley without Miran.

well.. i guess i gotta get on. Maybe ill be back later.. i certainly will after the house thing, so i can document it!

and here it is!

I cant post it on the club at the mo, but i can put it here! that way i can transfer the pic later.

I did the last two letter and i really enjoyed doing this its been brilliant!

oooh i cant sleep. ive got major indegestion! ugh!!!! i hate it!

im sooo tired and i want my bed but.. noooooo i gotta sit up coz the pain is so bad laying down! ugh!

Anyway, tis really early...5.49am. We are going to a boot fair today, with my mum. Shes asked to come with us, coz everyone else is away (how nice, we will do huh?) still im looking forward to seeing her

Its mirans last day today, so im dreading it. I will cry when he goes back, i know i will. I will miss him sooo much sobbbb.

Still.. i hope he makes the most of his last day, im going to try to. He will be back in two weeks, so its not all bad!

I'll miss you, beautiful!

i dreamed about my mum last night.

Im just hoping i get rid of the feeling its left me today.

Anyway, today is sunny, and miran is in a good mood, having recovered from sleeplessness.

Im hoping brian takes us out today i want to go to a boot fair. In fact, i need air! i need sunshine and people and ... bargains! lol!

Im hoping for a lovley day today, coz im up for it. i need to get out and i need some light releif!

the night before last, i dreamed i was being a do gooder, trying to be the social conciousness of the town i live in.

Oddly i live in a block of flats, and i dont think social conciousness is the top of some of the residents lists. Oh well.

Am i a do gooder? the question still stands.

Now, as for today..

wow how lazy can we be? weve not done alot. and thats an understatement. That said, D was on the telly TWICE and omg was he lovley on GMTV or what!!!!! brilliant!!!!!!

He SO is gonna get massive with this song. And Rob has had a new and HUGE tatoo very similar to Troys. My mates saw troy, but they didnt talk to him.  i knew i shoulda gone, i knew it!

whew yeah i know its late.. but ive had the headache from hell for most of the day. i had it from about 11 am till 5pm... im feeling ALOT more human now!

Miran has looked after me, i did cook dinner tho

Its been a quiet day... not alot has been done coz i havnt been well. i feel awful coz miran has had no one to play with or talk to . i feel like bad mummy!

We had a storm last night.. woo it was a bad one too... that said i appear to be the only person who didnt sleep thru it.. but then i had Mickie n Saffy with me so it wasnt hard NOT to sleeep!

Miran is animating something and im just chilling out on here.... looking at the Darren stuff etc.

I hear he now has a new love... at last. He is such a sweetie id hate to think of him without someone to love.

ooo tis Tuesday!

well... i got alot of bookings yesterday, and i also got a request to remove a curse from a house, and im really excited about that. I cant wait to do it. Thats next monday so ill let ya know how that goes! wahooo!!!!

i dunno what im gonna do with Miran today.. Hopefully we will get to go and buy more bread.. id forgotten how much 13 year olds eat... and im not being given extra money to feed miran, so its killing me financially. That said, its more important to feed my son... so its one of them things!

Miran is asleep on the bedsettee thing atm, and its hot and sunny. how CAN he lie there! lol!

Things are really hotting up for Darren.. hes currently doing Denmark and Sweden, and then hes back for something else... and alot more something elses! busy busy!!! cant wait to get Popular!!!!

not alot else to say for now back later.